Frugal With Finances

I am officially broke today. I have exactly $4.94 in my coin purse. Even with that the $2 coin is completely useless. I’ve completely max-ed out my credit card so no use there. MA has borrowed me a few hundred bucks since two weeks ago but it since has all gone, due to my accessive drinking, smoking and eating. What do you expect when you got a girl who’s entertaining 24-7?

If I wanted to do the things I’ve been dreaming off I really gotta start saving. It’s not that I don’t but considering that I’m the kind of person who spends more than what I earn isn’t exactly a good thing. I can’t even begin to comprehend why I bought something so huge and expensive when I know so well I can’t quite afford it. But what’s done is done, I can’t turn back the clock, so from now on everything will go to my savings if not to settle my debts. Debts as in the ones from the bank you motherfucker.

As desparate for cash as I may be, I’m not stupid unlike some people who’d so willingly turn to loan sharks. Honestly, that’s being extremely selfish and simply have no clue the shit (s)he’s putting the family (pun intended). Fucking hell, I’ve heard that even a distant relative of ours got himself into that shit. He apparently has dissapear to the other side of the country. Now that’s bad.

I’ve got another night out tonight and considered having glasses cold water all night. I mean water’s good for you, right? Maybe with a slice or two of lemon, just for show. The consequences I have to bear for not being frugal enough with my money. Shit.

Basically, the word of the day is frugal. OMG, now I sound like Ariella Papa. No, you wouldn’t know who Ariella Papa is. She a non-famous author of Up & Out. Some chic lit I’ve been reading lately. Very unlike me to read chic lit nowadays. But I needed the humour and light reading.

Now sidetracking towards another topic is very unlike me, or is it? Anyways, like I said I’m broke. If anyone feel sympathetic enough to donate me some money, you’ll be very much appreciated. In fact, I’d very VERY grateful to your sincere kindness. But of course, with no other intentions. Okay, maybe I’ll be your slave driver for a month. I was kidding…again. I won’t be your slave driver but I’ll cook and eat with ya? Oh fuck. Forget it. I’m just babbling nonsense.