She Said, He Said

“You’re falling for him aren’t you?” she glances at me, waiting for a confirmation.

“I am so not! I just love the way he looks!” assuring her.

“Doesn’t seem that way. I admit he’s a hottie.” she reassured.

Looking straight into her eye, “He’s like an itch I can’t scratch. I don’t even have to touch him and I’m high. What’s wrong with me?!“

“OMGOD, you sound just like me. But seriously, first you said it can’t be and now you’re saying otherwise. What gives?” she asked.

“I know what I said and I honestly can’t tell you because I don’t even comprehend this feeling. It’s weird.” I retorted.

It’s the God honest truth. If I was able to tell myself why I’m so nuts about him, I would. But I don’t and it’s quite frustrating as it is. We’ve been hanging out alot with a group of friends. It’s hard, knowing he’s there but I can’t touch him. Then again, isn’t it good enough that he’s there already?

I remember what we both agreed on, that we’d remained friends no matter what happens. It happened. Twice. Will it happen again? I don’t know. We’re still friends.

God I want him so much.

Getting Out of The Rut

Can I officially say I really despise my job?

I wouldn’t be able to be this open in my other blog, because you never know who’s reading it. I feel like I’m trap in this huge undetonated bubble. The boss is beginning to show signs of deprecation towards me and it isn’t helping that I’ve been compared to with another colleague. Seriously, it doesn’t benefit when it comes to motivational boost.

Life’s too short for mumbo jumbos of unwanted certainties to be happening. Deal or be dealt with. Sigh. Roller coaster of emotions is flooding in right now and I’m drowning.

I’ve been wanting to write for days but I can’t seem to let myself to. As if mopping all night long in my room isn’t despairing enough. Staring at the computer screen for a good long hour, spacing out. Whatever is in the head, it’s not cooperating well enough to sort things out for this languished soul.

To claim that I need a vacation is contradicting enough, it’s not as if I hadn’t had any vacation since New Years. There are times when I’m convinced the world is out to get me, for some uncanny reason. Strangely, it feels that way.

I really go to sway myself to get out of this dysfunctional imbecilic nonsense sooner or later. If I really wanted to be content, that humongous butt of mine needs more than a nudge.

Sucks to be me,…sometimes.

Real elation is when you feel you could touch a star without standing on tiptoe. ~Doug Larson

As Always

…I’m a fool for love.

I’m so crazy for him it’s unbelievable.

I just want every inch of him.

…

Baby I miss you.

For One Night

You were playing footy as soon as the movie started. You kissed me when I least expected it. You surprised me. Next thing I knew, you were nibbling my ears and I was in ecstasy.

It was nothing like I’ve ever experienced before, it was better than any other. You were gentle. My breasts were like precious commodity to you. Your touch, your kisses and how you wrap yourself around me.

Both you and I yearned to go further and we became adventurous. The intoxication of your voice and eyes when I rode you. I begged for more. You begged for more.

I smiled when you said you loved how I tighten my passage just for you.

We continued to wrap ourselves around each other, never wanting to let go. It was that moment I knew it was just the beginning of a very long addiction.

Those long lingering caress of your lips to mine and when you let your tongue trail into my eager flavorsome mouth, I was in rapture.

Make love to me again my baby. I am missing your embrace and kisses.

All That She Wants

She babbles away like a speeding bullet train when he put his fingers on her mouth and said, “Shh…” He began kissing her lips gently and softly.

Her heart was skipping.

They continued kissing, exploring each others’ mouth like a lost treasure. In between kisses, he said he wanted her and slowly he took her further into ecstasy.

He was not what she expected him to be.

She knew she was physically attracted to him but there was something in his kiss that gave her this continuous tingles that lasted way after that night. She couldn’t get him out of her mind. This isn’t like her at all. She’s beginning to doubt herself after that night and can’t seem to shake the whole scenario off.

She long to see him again but it isn’t what both of them wanted since ‘the talk’.

She long to touch his lean body and have his lips make love to her once more.

Anything for it to happen again.