For the first time in my life, I ‘think’ I’m in love with someone and I’m too calm about it.
The day he left it wasn’t a good ending for the both of us. All the wrong things just decided to place itself into the situation and it got blown out of proportion. I know he’s deeply hurt and angry because of one little mistake I did. I know it wasn’t my fault because I was misinformed. But I didn’t bother going all out because I didn’t want to seem needy and desperate, but unfortunately he didn’t seem to think that way.
What do I do?
I wrote him a letter, trying to explain things as he refused to talk to my on his last night. It hurt the way he treated me but I want him to know that I didn’t deliberately abandoned him or make him wait. He’s been gone for 5 days now and I miss him terribly. It feels like he’s the one. I want him to be the one. I’m trying my darnest best not too think of him too much but it hurts inside knowing that he left feeling so infuriated with me.
Tears can no longer flow and my heart can only wait for his reply. If he ever replies.
God, how I miss him.
C baby, I’d do anything just to get you to speak to me again.
I love you, C. I do.
